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Name: Ashlynn
Birthday: 5/31/1986
Gender: Female


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  • <3 BRIGHT EYES<3
  • <3 TAKING BACK SUNDAY <3
  • <3 THE BRAVERY <3
  • <3 Billy Talent <3
  • Across Five Aprils.
  • Dashboard Confessionals.
  • The Early November.
  • Finch.
  • Head Automatica.
  • Hellogoodbye.
  • JamisonParker.
  • The Honorary Title .
  • The Killers.
  • Mae.
  • My Chemical Romance.
  • Senses Fail.
  • Silverstein.
  • Starting Line.
  • Sugarcult.
  • Underoath.
  • The Used.
    Expertise: {{PHOTOGRAPHY}} . Black and White . High Contrast . Stop Action . {{FASHION}} . Pearls . Short Skirts . Flowers in my hair . Bright Colors . Little Boy T-shirts . Hollister . High Heels .

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    Member Since: 4/30/2005

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    Thursday, June 09, 2005

     


     

    .edit.

    *** NEW XANGA! GLAMOUR__________x ***

    I'll probably make a new s/n too.

     

    I'm trying this new thing........... Not being fake.

    So I'm getting out of the fake stage and finding myself.

    .end edit.

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    I deleted my whole buddy list.

    If you really care to talk to me, IM me.

    FAKE but PRETTY

    -Or- Ashley@AshleyFakesIt.com

    There's also my cell. 937-626-9110

     


    Sunday, June 05, 2005

         +Complete and total adoration,

         My gift to you, my heart was yours,

         In ten weeks you shaped it,

         In one night you murdered it.

         Torn from my chest

         And laid at your feet,

         That first step

         That you took was the worst.

         Since then you've walked 

         A
     thousand miles

         In solace and short remark,

         And I still have these memories,

         But will never see what

         We could have been.

         Remember when we talked about

         Where we'd be a year from now?

         Remember when you held my hand

         like you'd never let it go?

         Remember, cause that's all you can do.

         We'll never make another memory,

         We'll never make another memory.

         I wish I would have died in your arms

         The last time we were together,

         So I wouldn't have to wake

         Without you today.

         This time I thought things were real,

         You said they were,

         What happened?

         You were a priority,

         Was I an option?

         I let you see a side of me that I don't share

        
    with anyone.

         Promises are just words 

         Unless they are fulfilled.

         Knew from the beginning all I had to

         offer you was my heart,

         I'm sorry that wasn't enough.

         So, we'll go our own ways, 

         And hopefully you'll remember these things

         I've told you, 

         Hopefully you'll understand

         That everything I said

         Is in sincerity.

         A broken heart is not

         What I wanted from this,

         But I guess I've learned from it.

         But aren't you supposed

        To learn from your mistakes?

         I don't consider this a mistake,

         I just wish the story didn't end this way,

         Cause I'm still in love with

         The person who helped me write it.

         Remember when you held my hand

         Like you'd never let it go?

         Remember when we talked about

         Where we'd be a year from now? +

     

     

     

    pictures!

    When you left I lost a part of me
    It's still so hard to believe

    I'll be just fine,
    Pretending I'm not.
    I'm far from lonely,
    But it's all that I've got

    I heard that you were talking
    And you didn't think that I would hear it
    People hear you talking like that, getting everybody fired up

    I'll take you to the candy shop
    Boy one taste of what I got
    I'll have you spending all you got
    Keep going 'til you hit the spot

    Your worsts bring out the best in me

    this **** is bananas
    B-A-N-A-N-A-S

    THIS **** IS BANANAS
    B-A-N-A-N-A-S

    Tell me you don't miss these brown eyes

    Well I was sitting, waiting, wishing
    You believed in superstitions
    Then maybe you'd see the signs

    But the Lord knows that I'm not you
    And if I was, I wouldn't be so cruel
    Cause waitin' on love ain't so easy to do

    You might think I don't look
    But deep inside the corner of my mind
    I'm attatched to you

    You don't know what you do
    Everytime you walk into the room
    I'm afraid to move

    What is it you're scared of?
    I promise not to break your heart.

    I've waited all my life to cross this line
    To the only thing thats true
    So I will not hide
    It's time to try anything to be with you
    All my life I've waited
    This is true

    All a nigga really need is a lil bit,
    not a lot baby girl just a lil bit..

    Keep the dance floor packed that's without a doubt
    Shorty shake that thing like a pro mayne
    She back dat up on me I'm like oh man

    Say anything.
    But say what you mean.

    I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
    My weakness is that I care too much
    My scars remind me that the past is real
    I tear my heart open just to feel

    I tried to help you once
    Against my own advice
    I saw you going down
    But you never realized
    That you're drowning in the water
    So I offered you my hand
    Compassions in my nature
    Tonight is our last stand

    I can't help you fix yourself
    But at least I can say I tried

    My hopes are so HIGH that your kiss might kill me

    So won't you kill me?

    So I can die happy?

    Here I am, once again
    I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
    Just thought you were the one

    I told you everything, opened up and let you in
    You made me feel alright, for once in my life
    Now all that’s left of me is what I pretend to be
    So together, but so broken up inside

    Can you swear to me
    That you’ll always be this way

    What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me
    What if it was paradise
    What if we were symphonies
    What if I gave all my life
    To find some way to stand beside you

     

     


    Saturday, June 04, 2005

    .edit.

    well, half of my friends are off graduating.

    the other half are at the GG.

     

    ...boy am i ever having fun.

     

     

    Touch, lying on the floor

    Wishing this could last

    Knowing that it can’t

    Soon you will leave

    And I'll be on the floor

    Watching the TV

    Trying hard to find

    A reason to move

    I’m frozen in one place

    Staring at the screen

    Listening to the rain

    Falling on the street

    Some days go on too long

    To know, no one can hang out tonight

    Here, where the carpet's cool and soft

    Underneath the clock

    I feel my weary heart is put to rest

    You gather around your friends

    The connection that you feel

    When the night has not yet died

    You are new

    (And near now to someone)

    With a promise of a love

    (You used to love)

    you will probably never find

    (When you were young)

    (When all was gold and you two touched)

    A
    touch
    that you can really feel

    (And felt the flutter underneath your skin)

    The brokenness inside

    (You stood in glowing rooms)

    (The light dripping from both of you)

    As hope and less collide

    (And nothing since has felt as radiant or real)

    And nothing is real

    Love, there's nothing more I want

    Than just one night

    That’s free of doubt and sadness

    One night, one night, one night

    One night that I can really feel

    .end edit.

     

    Well, a big thanks to everyone that came out to Jeremy's last night for my party. Even though I didn't know half the people there since I invited most of them for Billy. Hope everyone had fun.

    After the party last night, Mindi, Dizzle and I went to Pizza Hut on Broadway... Haaaa. Got some cinna stix. Then we went to her friend's house to see Brittany and Lynn. They were awesome. I showed them my getaway from the po po drop. Chased some cats. Made Dizzle pretend to be a woman so I could show them a part from the movie Love Actually. Then Dizzle took us back to Mindi's. We stayed up until like. 3:30 talking about so much. Boys, Girls, Family, School. It was amazing. Mindi's the most AWESOME girl ever. Im so glad we got to hang out tonight. 

    Mindi = Amazing

    Now, we just woke up. Mindi's making some food, and I am typing in here.

    Amazing. <3

     


    Friday, June 03, 2005

    Currently Playing
    Anything Else but the Truth
    By The Honorary Title
    see related
    I have a new boyfriend.
    His name is Jarrod <3
    Isn't he amazing?
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    the honorary title = amazing.
    I want their CD like no other.
     
     
     
     
     
     
    Tonight's my party at Jeremy's.
    Everyone should try to come.
    I get to stay the night with Mindi and hopefully Megan.
    We might watch love actually. 
    Then have babies.
    Cute ones.
    Like this one:
     
     
    Oh, and FYI.. Jarrod isn't really my boyfriend.
    Only in my dreams.
    He's the singer to The Honorary Title <3
     .end edit.


    Tuesday, May 31, 2005

    .edit.

    picnic was lame. cause josh didn't make it out.

    my parents bought me a new sterio for my room. it's HUGE.

    weighs as much as I do.

    speaking of. I'm down to 113 now <3

    BUT... my parents made me a cake.

    I blew out my candles on my birthday cake

    And made my wish for you.

    Please feel better soon.

    Cause love actually, is all around you.

     

     

    John bought me flowers for my birthday.

    Other than that, i got no visit's.

    Or phonecalls.

    Expecially from the one person I wanted to hear from most... 

    .end edit.

     

    Call me and wish me a happy b-day

    +9374290825

    or text my cell phone

    +9376269110

    It's my birthday!

    Very early in the morning, birthday, BUT! It'smy birthday.

    I am 19!!

     

     

     

     

     

    i love mindi

    her away message = amazing

    "
    HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY *ASHLYNN* MY LOVE!!!
    I LOVE YOU!!
    Fake But Pretty : i love you harder and more often... and sideways!
    hehe.shes amazing. as for the rest of you.
    you suck. so there

    goodnight."

     

     

     

    Later today.. around noonish will be awesome

    Me + Joshua Fyre + Another picnic + whatever else happens = AMAZING TIMES

     

    Billy's birthday is June second.

    Everyone wish him a happy 18th birthday!

    The party is suposed to be for him too, but he says he doesn't want it.

    We're going to have the party for him anyways though. <3



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